I confessed

Yesterday in my school farewell...my friends forced me confess to her....I was not ready but she came asked me"mujhe kya baat karni h?" My legs started shaking but I still did it and got rejected...at first it was all good...I danced full of energy because I felt like a free man but after all of that ended....the realisation hit....I feel so broken now and idk how to even cope...I loved her for more then 7 years and it's so hard to move on