Meditation killed all motivation and purpose in my life.

After meditating I realized that there's no reason to do anything in life. There's no reason to date, or get money, or try to find a hobby.

It killed all sense of motivation & drive in my life by making me at peace with myself. This consequently led to me no longer working or hanging out with friends or talking to anyone.

I have no desire to do anything anymore.
The problem is, I wish I had desire, I wish I had motivation. But meditation runs so deep, there is literally no reason to be doing anything in life anymore.

How can I possibly get my motivation back, when meditation showed you that desiring things is pointless? I will just spend next 70 years of my life, just sitting around not getting hobbies, or talking to people because meditation shows you don't need anything externally.

The thing is in the past I had drive, even if that was just me desiring external materialistic things, I think I enjoyed life more when I had ambition.

Edit: I been combative in the comments. Sorry I'm negative. I'll take your guys advice. I went through 5 therapists and a psychologist and they didn't diagnose me with depression. I also been non-respondent to antidepressants. But I'm still going to listen to your advice, there's clearly people on here who are still motivated that means I'm doing something wrong.